outcast

yea yea.. i felt the so called outcast these past few months, and i really dont know whats happening to me. i am super preoccupied with everything! and i really had a hard time balancing my time with school and my extra curricular activities and my personal stuffs as well.  i just dont know what to say actually. i just felt the anger in me.  to be selfish to others  in some ways, and sometimes demanding. you see,  there are times that i can’t understand my self. specially if i have lots of problems that unresolved. but, theres always a but! yea a BUT!! well anyhow, i am not blaming them after all its just that a lot of people under estimate my capacity. i don’t know whats with them. you know what, i just cant understand these people because they are so judge mental! they tend to be nice to you but then they are not though. i have a lot of comments about these people but if i will continue about them they might caught me talking behind them and i dont want that to happen! “MAHIRAP NA” and oh and and.. i don’t want to  name a person or point my finger to someone else either. because its hard to do it and its complicated!!

this is me then

 

Hey there! My name is Jay. I’m 21 years old and 100% Filipino. I’m not good in speaking in English at all and I am not good in writing either but I try. I just signed up here in WordPress blog to post something or anything interesting. I love the music and arts. Music is one of my greatest passions in life. I can dance and I can sing and I actively participate in activities which enhanced these talents before. However, I had to bring this to an end because I hadn’t controlled my eating habits resulting of bloating up. You don’t wanna see a whale like body with a 24 layer beer belly shaking his booty like nobody cares! Isn’t it nauseating? I don’t want that either that’s why I stopped. I indulge myself to artistic web designs and photography. During my free times, you can usually see me sitting at home facing my computer trying to improve these skills.

I converse a lot to people whom I know and are close to me specially my friends and my family etc. On the contrary, I keep silent towards the individuals whom I don’t like to be with. Hypocrisy is not my name and Pretending is not my game. I’m not an avid fan of books, I definitely find them irritating! lol. Seriously, I have a hard time reading books because I have this problem with my eyes that when I start reading, it becomes more blurry. And aside from I don’t get to understand anything from the book, it gives me nothing but severe headache. lmao. “Non sense!” okay… So much for this.

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